Dear Diary 015 [Gloomy Days, Animal Crossing, & finally starting again on YouTube]

It's been a month since my last diary update, and I feel like a lot has happened, while a lot hasn't happened. Time is going at the speed of light, and there are only 2 1/2 months left in the year. I definitely haven't accomplished as much as I wanted to in 2020.

At the same time, there are a lot of things I hadn't envisioned to accomplish, but I've soared leaps and bounds.

Gloomy Days

The days have been getting gloomier. I'm waking up, and it's semi-dark out. It's been a bit more difficult to get out of bed in the morning. I've been relying on coffee a bit more these past few weeks. Am I the only one?

I know it's only going to get worse as the autumn shifts into the winter months. This always makes me a bit nervous.

My anxiety has been pretty continuously high, which has been difficult to deal with on a daily basis. It has left me exhausted and drained.

I've been trying to keep my moods up and just stay busy overall, which has helped a little bit!

Animal Crossing

After taking a bit of a break of playing Animal Crossing, I'm back again! They came out with a beautiful autumn update to the game, and I've been so excited! I'm growing pumpkins, building a graveyard, and just decorating my town a lil' bit more. It's been a real source of calm for me. If you guys play animal crossing send me your friend code!

Youtube

I've been saying that I was going to start up my YouTube channel again for at least a year now, and finally after pushing myself to do so, I did it! It took me a few days to get my intro just right, but I'm obsessed.

I didn't really know what kind of video I wanted to make as an introduction to me and my channel, so I decided to do a super casual Get Ready With Me. While the video wasn't any where close to perfect, I felt happy. I've been wanting to do this for a while, so I'm just proud I actually created some content.

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So that's what's been going on in my life lately! I feel like I've been super productive, but at the same time, I havn't? I don't know if that completely makes sense. I've been really enjoying the editing process for videomaking. I've also have been really having fun working on growing my blog!

How have you guys been? Let me know in the comments down below! As always, I hope you have a wonderful day/night. Sending you love, strength, and positivity! xx